Cinta bukan mengajar kita lemah, tetapi membangkitkan kekuatan. Cinta bukan mengajar kita menghinakan diri, tetapi menghembuskan kegagahan. Cinta bukan melemahkan semangat, tetapi membangkitkan semangat.

heyyyyy beautiful! im back and better. finished my spm a few days ago. didnt do much to celebrate tho. hanged around at alya's and had lunch. her made some really good nasi tomato. watched talentime and kept her company. i hope she's feeling better. these things are the kind of scenarios which are pretty sensitive to ppl. considering what happened to her. sometimes im scared i might say the wrong thing so i just like watching tv with her quietly and sometimes she'll respond a bit or two. its all good. whatever it is whatever hole she fell into , im am positive she'll get out of it. she's Alya. i've known her since forever so im praying hard she'll get over this phase. :) god bless her.

anyway moving on, the following nite had dinner with my mama and nando's OUR FAVE PLACE. the one restaurant that we can actually agree on things. decided to get my prom dress the next day. i got it somewhere near subang so i hope everyone will wear something diff than me. it would be so sucky if someone else did ! aiyah. im trying to keep my worries off of that. enuff of that la. anywayy, these past few days i'v been trying to get my body back on track. i seirously need to lose weight.LIKE REALLY! so im going to gym now with my mom. most days i just enjoy sleeping than going out. its so weird u noe. like bila spm all the good shows are on and when u dah habis spm suma movies mcm taik. like WTH? same goes with this i finished spm (should be partying rite now) all i wanna do is sleep> :P? makes no sense huh?

anywayy, i dont mind really. i actually enjoy my own company. weird huh? anyways, tmrw i have to go for STUPID LOOOOOOONG BENGKEL on driving, atleast im getting something started rite, and then maybe catching up with some frens the next day. getting some hair treatment and dentist appointment the same week. and then its PROM NITE!

prom nite. jee i feel like a giggly hyper teenager in highschool. not that i hate them ahah but its funny it's finally here MY SENIOR PROM. and no im dateless incase ur wondering. feel a bit turned off tho. but i guess its okay. prom is all about celebrating 5 years in that shithole. and i did spend most of my highschool years with no boyfriend. so i guess i'll be fine. its not about making a statement that nite. its just enjoying myself , being myself and acting like an idiot at prom ahah with the same amount of ppl i've met for  5 years. god im gonna miss them. to tell ya the truth im nervous. what if i never find good ppl like this in college? im scared la. the real world will be diff. no more teachers bebel asking for ur hw. no discpline teacher checking whether ur wearing the right colour hair clip. no cute guys in tuition were u can gossip about and feel totally stupid afterwards with ur bestfrens hahahahaha (you noe what i mean alya) ahah. im gonna miss all this even if i keep saying highschoolcanfuckingsucks. at one point u kinda deal with it and funny thing is ur gonna miss all that stress , chaos and trying to ace every paper. in my case i was one of them

i have to say my years in highschool was none other than any other average teenage girl. busy building my college resume, attending class, being a goofball in class, missing out on all those concerts coz i have to study for my exams. everyone had to go thru that. i wouldnt say im the one who is the party starter. i like to think of myself as talkative in small groups. in large crowds i just am very quiet. haha im not sure why.

and so i'd like to end this post to wish all the seniors good job and well done. we made it thru.i will miss you incredible ppl dearly. i hope someday i have the priviledge to meet the same amount of ppl who continue to inspire me to become better people too. this includes all the teachers as well .it was a tough battle but we made thru the pain. i'll see you on prom nite!

Nadzlin Yunos

greetings. cut the crap and let's keep it moving. these days are moving so fast and there are the days that are moving so god damn slow i swear i can hear the clock ticking in my ear. argh. banyak kerja tambah stress is SPM man. i just cant wait till its over. and then i feel like i need more time. like wth la. god is testing me in many ways. so im trying to take the high road. so what's new?

not much went to kancil crash course did the same old. busy doing random shit. and then met and old friend which i haave to say has grown taller. kinda missed the old times in primary pulak. and then lepak at AC skejap makan tacoyaki  ahahha and den i accidently TER-masok the men's toilet. TOTAL ACCIDENT hahah i swear AC toilets need to be clearer.  I MEAN REALLY. i thought it was a skirt. ahah anway. ate tacoyaki not as nice as pyramid's la. and den khairie came with umar , went back to class. and MY GOD

I HAD TO SIT NEXT TO THE WORST BEING EVER EXISTED. ergh as i was busy paying attention to the physics lesson ceyy THIS BLOODY IDIOT sat next to the empty seat and started swearing on the fone coz his fren wont come into class. LIKE WTH suka hati dia la kalau tak nak masok. yang kau sibuk2 sgt ckp mcm gila kuat. ERGH. stupid boy! and it wasnt just once. i had to put up with his behaviour fro 2 solid hours. i  was so close at slapping him.

anywayy. had setia installation at parade. rite after class changed my shorts and went straight to the restaurant.i went there everyone looked freaking stoned.leanne was like fiddling with her fone looking half dead, and the juniors were eating.dead at first and then later was much better.. madness. whcihc i shall never repeat., so exhausted. lepak2 jap took photos and went to MPH even when they announced parade was about to close in 15 mins. bought some stuff and went home.not sure what time i came home. i was just so tired.as i recal i woke up at 8 that morning and slep at 2 something.

moving on, my sister's leaving soon. studying at Indiana University, this wednesday i think. we'll miss her (i think) ahhahaha. the solid rock of the family man. i mean she is a bit psycho.i'll miss doing stupid things with her. like the time we threw wet tissues on the ceilings or climbed trees and teman her at 2 in th emorning just to buy credit. fun times man. i cant wait to wreck the kancil when she's gone hahaha .

my eldest sister is busy getting ready for her huge wedding thing. repainting the walls soon and buying bed sheets. bla2 bla2

haish, action never stops. and my parents are doing fine. my dad keeps coming in and out teaching on certain weeks. i hardly see him. and then there's me keeping myself busy. trying to be as productive la sgt :P.

skipped school alot this week, :S how productive is that?ahahah

anyway i shall leave now. esok ada class. HAIH i shall miss this blog. note i won't be updating soon. lots of things to do. in the mean time, i hope this will keeep u entertained.cut the crap and let's keep it moving people!

loads of love,

SHASHA