heyyyyy beautiful! im back and better. finished my spm a few days ago. didnt do much to celebrate tho. hanged around at alya's and had lunch. her made some really good nasi tomato. watched talentime and kept her company. i hope she's feeling better. these things are the kind of scenarios which are pretty sensitive to ppl. considering what happened to her. sometimes im scared i might say the wrong thing so i just like watching tv with her quietly and sometimes she'll respond a bit or two. its all good. whatever it is whatever hole she fell into , im am positive she'll get out of it. she's Alya. i've known her since forever so im praying hard she'll get over this phase. :) god bless her.

anyway moving on, the following nite had dinner with my mama and nando's OUR FAVE PLACE. the one restaurant that we can actually agree on things. decided to get my prom dress the next day. i got it somewhere near subang so i hope everyone will wear something diff than me. it would be so sucky if someone else did ! aiyah. im trying to keep my worries off of that. enuff of that la. anywayy, these past few days i'v been trying to get my body back on track. i seirously need to lose weight.LIKE REALLY! so im going to gym now with my mom. most days i just enjoy sleeping than going out. its so weird u noe. like bila spm all the good shows are on and when u dah habis spm suma movies mcm taik. like WTH? same goes with this i finished spm (should be partying rite now) all i wanna do is sleep> :P? makes no sense huh?

anywayy, i dont mind really. i actually enjoy my own company. weird huh? anyways, tmrw i have to go for STUPID LOOOOOOONG BENGKEL on driving, atleast im getting something started rite, and then maybe catching up with some frens the next day. getting some hair treatment and dentist appointment the same week. and then its PROM NITE!

prom nite. jee i feel like a giggly hyper teenager in highschool. not that i hate them ahah but its funny it's finally here MY SENIOR PROM. and no im dateless incase ur wondering. feel a bit turned off tho. but i guess its okay. prom is all about celebrating 5 years in that shithole. and i did spend most of my highschool years with no boyfriend. so i guess i'll be fine. its not about making a statement that nite. its just enjoying myself , being myself and acting like an idiot at prom ahah with the same amount of ppl i've met for  5 years. god im gonna miss them. to tell ya the truth im nervous. what if i never find good ppl like this in college? im scared la. the real world will be diff. no more teachers bebel asking for ur hw. no discpline teacher checking whether ur wearing the right colour hair clip. no cute guys in tuition were u can gossip about and feel totally stupid afterwards with ur bestfrens hahahahaha (you noe what i mean alya) ahah. im gonna miss all this even if i keep saying highschoolcanfuckingsucks. at one point u kinda deal with it and funny thing is ur gonna miss all that stress , chaos and trying to ace every paper. in my case i was one of them

i have to say my years in highschool was none other than any other average teenage girl. busy building my college resume, attending class, being a goofball in class, missing out on all those concerts coz i have to study for my exams. everyone had to go thru that. i wouldnt say im the one who is the party starter. i like to think of myself as talkative in small groups. in large crowds i just am very quiet. haha im not sure why.

and so i'd like to end this post to wish all the seniors good job and well done. we made it thru.i will miss you incredible ppl dearly. i hope someday i have the priviledge to meet the same amount of ppl who continue to inspire me to become better people too. this includes all the teachers as well .it was a tough battle but we made thru the pain. i'll see you on prom nite!

Nadzlin Yunos

i damn lazy to blog

so whatever.

TRIALS WAS  SO MUCH

fun -,-

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

okay im being random

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i love spm

so much fun

you get lots of time to read

less time to sleep

WAH BESNYA

i sukaaaa laa

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kadang kala hidup ni pelik

esok report card day. hopefully everything goes well lah. insya-Allah semua nya okay. doa2kan my mom tak bising.

its funny u work so hard for something but u never get it, in the end someone who doesnt work as much as u do get the exact same thing what u wanted instead. kadangkala kawan2 berwajah dua. they look like sincere frens but behind ur back they can say the meanest things about u . or the kinds who can be dead brutally honest that they hurt ur feelings rite infront of u. what's worst is they dont even realise it. And then there's that ocassional group of people who u dont noe very well but in the end they become one of the greatest people u've ever met because they help u in time in need. or better yet, you realise they are interesting people once u read their blogs. Pastu ada jenis orang yang memang bijak gila. Some of the smartest people i've met are the most modest people i've ever met. and those who think their so good are the most bodoh. ahahha

there are those high-achievers who in the end of the day aren't happy with their lives in the first place. those who take things lightly become sour grapes once results come out. :P known fact.

sometimes it feels like people are way ahead of u. sometimes they do and sometimes they dont. in the end the race is only within urself. u strive so much for the things u want but then once u finally get it u start realising how much  miss just doing nothing and sleeping all day.

sometimes you're not appreciative with what u have and once someone takes that away from u. that's when the whole world feels like its crumbling down on you.

and when u feel like giving up, the weirdest things happen to u like god is finally answering ur prayers

at this point of my life, i think its pretty scary that we're learning so many facts on life on our own. it can be so discrete but so impactful. its creepy though.

oh yeah and then there's that random case where you make urself like a total complete imbicile infront of that person. you swore to urself not to look nervous but all else fails when you suddenly see that person.you end up looking like an absolute retard compared to his cool calm and collected nature. After kicking urself on the but, the next week u pretend like everything is okay when its so obvious that person knows exactly what u think of him.. then the following week, he just surprises u with something so minor like a simple hi. and suddenly everything looks so good in technicolour. ahahha

ahah hidup. memang pelik.

anyway, people COME TO TALENT QUEST 09 semi-finals. Sunday!

till then, this is me signing out.take care.